okay so today i go to work as usual. and when i was quietly doing my work, all of a sudden, baldie boss asked to see me in his room. so i did. i went to his room expecting it to be about work and stuff.
but then it wasn't. it was another psycho-ing session. he was talking all this crap about a colleague, who i was pretty close to, left and apparently spoke bad things about mr baldie and the company. it seems that mr baldie was determined to make my colleague the villain here.
but that doesn't make mr baldie he victim here. my ex-colleague did talk a lot of crap to me and some of the others before leaving but i realized that some of what he said was true. i may be wrong. i've only been with the company for 3 long years.
mr baldie continues on telling me not to burn bridges like my ex-colleague did and not to believe all that crap. apparently mr baldie doesn't want me to be influenced by other people, who according to mr baldie said, "can't stand alone". well, whatever.
mr baldie also explains about the missing bonus that we didn't get for last year. according to him, a lot of money was spent on development last year, and it's time to reap the rewards this year. that's why there was no bonus for last year. he said, he didn't get it too. i find that hard to believe.
and then he dangled the carrot in front of me. in an attempt to make me comfortable in that company, he offered me a pay increment of $300. long overdue i must say. but i just see it as an attempt to keep me. somehow i think he knows that i'm planning to leave and he doesn't want me to leave just yet. at least not until he found somebody else to replace me. but there are already people there who can easily do my job if not better. the 2 fts. the one who very seldom comes to the office could easily do what i did if only he was given the opportunity like i was.
and now my plan to leave my take another turn. i want to at least enjoy this pay increment.
i just want to state in here. you know i have this spider sense and all. and as i was typing this out, i just got the feeling that come end of this month i'm not gonna be getting the pay increment. i'm not really sure, it's just this feeling that i have. could be a vision of what's going to happen or just a psycho side of me that wants it to happen just so that this psycho side will come out of it's shell. and you know what, if this really happens. no 2 way about it. right there and then if i have my resignation letter, i'll fucking tender. no questions about it.
